I laugh ( to myself ) when people say to me ” I wish I was psychic”. Everyone has had and used their psychic abilities at some time in their life. the difference between them and me is that I am asked to prove it ALL the time, which can get to be annoying at times but understandable. I don’t completely know how and when I know things it just is. The open part of knowing has been in me since I was 2?. if it was there before 2 I have no memory, but it was a point of bewilderment to my young self only because as a kid I just believed that if I knew something everyone around me MUST know it too and so it was just life, just the way life worked. It would be a decade later before I began to realize that not everyone around me was gathering the same information about people or situations. I also realized by age 12 that I had to have a code of ethics about the information I was given. FYI, just because you can doesn’t mean that you should. There are many portals open to those who seek and, in my opinion, not all of those available portals are harmless.
I sometimes envy those who have a clairvoyant opening at a specific point in their adult life only because they ( hopefully ) have some grounded sense of who they were before that event happened, which leads me to think that those persons can clearly identify what is now different in their perceptions. For me it is a constant ebb and flow in what I can do, it grows as I grow. So I challenge this place of dimensional knowing. I take my thoughts and abilities to prayer and mindful inner sessions before I even speak about it to anyone else. It helps to be an introverted socially shy person because my presence is seldom expected since I am the last to arrive and the first to leave at gatherings. My friends understand and I am grateful. My introversion is also my nemesis, I get that too.
I deeply believe that anyone who steps onto the path of paranormal needs to be very strict about inner-speculation, inner fears, inner wounds, compassion and empathy as a regular discipline. It drives me nuts and crazy in my head when a “psychic” gives me a reading and it is coming only from their personal drive or experiences and I want to quietly yell at them ” I AM NOT YOU! “. As I get older my quiet button is less suppressed. I had a psychic argue with me, insisting that I have a physically born daughter when IN FACT I know I have 2 sons. That psychic then went into some psychological need for me to physically give birth to a daughter for her prophecy to come true….don’t get me started……Even people who don’t say they are psychic say things that IF THEY had to prove what comes out of their mouths would be very very silent. Anyway, the point I am making is that mindfulness is important to me and being aware of myself and how I process information as I grew is important to me. It keeps me honest.
In probability and possibility,